Boredom

Ok, well Dennis works all of the time, and it is just me and Dakota all of the time. We watch Disney Channel all of the time. I am starting to go nuts. I felt like I was suffering from very delayed post-partum depression. So I thought I would watch some movies that I would like, and even though I had Dakota, try to enjoy some me time. So I found a made for tv movie, and then another and another. So I have been watching Lifetime for hours on end. I think it has depressed me more. It is so sad. I am pretty sure that Lifetime is TV's answer to Delila. Pretty much makes you want to down a bottle of wine and pain killers and sulk (ok maybe not that drastic, but you get the point). Yet I am addicted and I keep watching and watching. So I guess that makes me pretty much a loser for sitting at home on a Saturday night watching Lifetime movies. The sad part is, that even if Dakota was at my parent's or something, I would not be doing anything different, except maybe sleeping. If I were not pregnant I would bide my time until Dakota went to bed, and then drink some wine and sit on the back porch and chill. Sounds stupid, but feels very nice. But for some reason without the wine, it loses its touch. Oh well Dennis will be home soon, and Dakota will be in bed, and I can have some much needed alone time with my wonderful Husband who works so hard for his family. He really is awesome. I guess I am pretty much a bitch for complaining about being at home watching chick flicks while my husband works two jobs. Oh well I am over it now. Funny huh? Hormones!!!!!!!!!!!