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Sunday, June 12, 2011

You Don't Have the Right

How could you do this to me?
What kind of person does this?

What kind of fool am I to still care?

I should hate you but I am just hurt.

So hurt. This is not how it is supposed to be.

We had it all planned out.

This is the home we planned.

The family we planned.

How could you just give up?

You gave up without even trying.

How is that even fair?

Didn't we deserve better?

We got no trying, no explanation, just a goodbye.

And now you live your life like you don't have 3 kids and one on the way.

Who are you?

How was it so easy for you?

Did you feel guilty at all when you would come home knowing what you did?

Or letting me fight so hard for something you had no chance of giving me?

Do you have a soul?

How do you look at yourself?

I am your wife dammit. Doesn't that mean anything to you?

Doesn't the 12 years we had together mean anything?

What about the secrets we shared?

All of the laughs?

What about sitting and talking for hours?

We shared our hopes and dreams.

How could you walk away when things got tough?

How could you watch me beg and plead, and not care?

How could you throw it all away?

I don't care if you love her.

It still does not give you the right because we loved you.

And you made a promise to us.

Do promises mean nothing?

What about our vows?

What about how hurt you were when your father did this, and you were an adult, but you had no problem doing it to us?

You don't have the right.

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