"Suck it List" Part 2

Continuation of my list I published earlier.  Go back to "Suck It" List: Part 1 to start from the beginning.  So without further ado, here is part 2...

4. Let Loose- Ok so those of you who know me know that I do not seem to have the gene that causes embarrassment or the filter between my brain and mouth. I may appear to “Let Loose” often. But I want to really let loose so that means that there will be no alcohol involved. I want to do something spontaneous with no plan, just freedom. I want to take off to the beach one day with no notice just to put my toes in the water. I want to….well I don’t know, and I am getting anxiety thinking about it, so this will definitely not be one of my first bucket list items to be completed.


5. See over 8 inches of snow-It snows here. We get snow days. But I have never truly seen the snow from movies that you have to shovel, that can make a real snowman, and that you do not have to pick the dirt out of to make snow cream. I do not want to see it for long, because quite frankly, being cold sucks, but I do want to see it.

6. Make Amends-As the great Peter Cetera once said “It’s hard to say I’m Sorry”. There are things I want to apologize for, when the time is right. I want to unload every feeling of guilt, blame, and self loathing. So maybe this is a selfish act, but I consider it an emotional purification. And there are several people on that list, some of them reading this now.  But this is hard. And I will do it in person, because that is important. It will not be easy, but it will be worth it.