iphone blog venting

How do you talk about divorce like you would talk about the weather? How can you have no emotion when on the phone with your spouse and partner of 12 years, plotting the schematics of the end of everything you worked so hard to build? I know you don't love me but I also know you used to. Doesn't it make you a little sad? How do you not miss "us" at all? Hell you are the world's largest douche bag, and have treated me like the lowest thing on the planet, and I still miss "us". The real us. We were amazing. We had it all, but it wasn't enough for you. We weren't good enough in your eyes. Well, screw you dick. I will use all of these tears to mop the floors with your ass. It hurts so bad now, but not near as bad as you are going to hurt when you realize that you threw out your family and kept the trash.