Do you know

Do you know I cry myself to sleep at night?
And I wake up the same way
Do you know all of the energy I put into this fight?
Just to make you stay


Do you know that I still defend you?
And uphold my duties as your wife
Do you know that even though I can’t comprehend you;
I long for our old life


Do you know that I never once imagined?
That you could do this to me
Do you know that I still find it hard to believe?
That you found it so easy to flee


Do you know that when we tell our boys
That you are walking away
Do you know that it will break their hearts?
And then what will you say?


Do you know that you are living in denial?
Is it easier that way?
Do you know that you truly messed up?
When you decided to go astray