Sometimes

Sometimes I think this is all a dream
And any moment I will wake
To find you lying safe in my arms
And my heart really didn’t break

Sometimes I sit and blame myself
For your indiscretions
It is kind of pathetic
This level of depression

I have always prided myself on being strong
Of not needing a helping hand
I can do this all on my own
I don’t need a man

But needing and wanting are two different things
And our children need a full-time father
I try to explain what you are doing to us
But I don’t know why I bother


You are content to just walk away
And see only what you want to see
Oh how the mighty will fall
When you are faced with reality